I like him alot but i cant do nothing about it???:( helpz?

ok. Hi. Um my heart has been recently broken by my guy best friend. Ya i fell for him, pretty stupied. Umm. My friend erica introduced me to a dude named austin! Hes same age, kinda emo,and hot! We get along real good. We have only been friendz for 3 months. Anyways only time i got to see him is when i went to ericas house. And well ive snuck out one night but only bc thats bc i saw the dude that broke my heart. Well he held me and told me everything is ok. Calm down. He cuddled with me. He told me he liked me. I told him the same. But we cant even do or go anywhere. My dad is overly protective and my mom is dead. By the way im 13 so is he..i dont think its considered sneakn out if u just walk down threw the paster and sit in an old deer stand. I just need to no how to spend more time with him?